my angels

I have had many friends come and go in my life for many reasons they have seen me in highs and lows and walked with me though my valleys and stood by me when i really didn't think any one would but they did these 3 women have pretty much helped mold me into who i am today

Im by no ways the best person ever to deal with they would know this too

they were there from being diagnosed with dyslexia, and much later dysgraphia, they were there when Don left and helped deal with emotions helped stay a christian when i was ready to walk away from God, they saw me through taking accepting and realizing i will never have a father and finally okay with it and saw grow up and change saw me when i was so sick and encourgered and believed in me when so many didn't they saw me through my eating disodereds and depression to seeing me be stronger now than i ever have been but if these young women handt been there for me i dont know where i would be today... I know they are blushing right now as they read this dont think they have made such impact that they did on me, I know how amazing they are i have been blessed by them for over 20 years of friendship its crazy to look back to see what God has done in all our lives how he brought us togather and keeps us togather i dont get to see them near as much as i would love but when i do its like we pick up right where we left off as if we just saw each other yesterday

that is what true friendship is i have seen these women go through very taough times but see their strength and faith in God only encourges me to believe that God is with me and will take care of me im so blessed to have these women in my life i can only hope i have blessed them like have me

so to Ginna H. Crocker, Sarah H. Anderson, Sarah Little

Thank you for standing with me and being my friend for over 20 years

i look forward to another 20 years

you 3 have been the most amazing women ever and i truly cant wait to see how God blesses yall

love you so much

we are Gods jewels he makes into beautiful jewelery

The other night i ws driving back from dinner with a friend and i was listening to Delilah show yes i know what sappy show, how ever i feel like i was meant to listen to it because as some of you know ive been working hard to try to find a job and some other stuff going on in my life has left questioning, doubting but ultimaitly believing God has a plan but a caller had a called in explaining how he and his wife lost their jobs, home and car and now back on their feet with a 6 week old baby boy and he calling to thank his wife and Delilah for her inspertional music and thoughts and she put what he went through and what im going extramly well better than anthying i could have come up with.. which is she explaining when metaral artist who make jewerly for engagment/wedding rings keep things in the fire for certain time and keep a close eye on it so all the inpurity ofr melted out and it starts to form well when we go through difficult times thats whats Gods doing with us he modling us and taking out our impurities and athough we may feel like he's far away in actuallity he right there makeing sure we mold into what he wants us to be which was so uplefting for me because i finally kina got way to explane everything and i know im truly blessed even with out a job to my friends and family who are praying for me and helped mold and shape me into the person im becomming i greatly apprate everything you have and will contunie to do