WHY I HATE THE R WORD

WHY I HATE THE R WORD ( RETARD) 

I HATE THIS WORD I HATE EXIST I HIGHLY DISLIKE THE PERSON WHO INVITED IT 

THE REASON WHY I HATE IS THIS IT HAS AND STILL IS USED TO DESCRIBE ME BY OTHERS OTHERS WHO DONT KNOW ME WHO DONT MY STORY AND OTHERS WHO DO KNOW ME ( FAMILY TEACHERS K- NOW, "FRIENDS", CLASS MATES, TEAM MATES, ) 

BUT FEEL THE NEED TO LABLE ME THIS BECAUSE 

MY BRAIN WORKS DIFFERENTLY 

I HAVE DYSLEXIA, VISUAL/SPACEUAL DYSLEXIA, DYSCALCULIA, DYSGRAPHIA AND DYSPRAXIA 

ALL BUT THE DYSPRAXIA ARE LEARNING DISABILITIES THE DYSPRAXIA IS A MOTOR SKILLS PROBLEM 

I HAVE ISSUES HOLDING PENS/PENCILS BUTTONING SHIRTS/PANTS TYING SHOES  GRIPPING THINGS ECT WITH THE LDS I HAVE ISSUES, READING/WRITING/VISUALLY SEEING SPACES WITH STUFF/ DOING MATH/ PROCESSING   

BUT IT DOSENT MAKE ME LESS OF PERSON 

IT DOSENT MEAN I CANT WORK OR FUNCTION 

AND WHEN I GET CALLED THE R WORD IT HURTS 

AND MAKES ME SAD THAT PEOPLE THINK BECAUSE IM DIFFERENT IM NOW LESS OF HUMAN BEING AND DONT HAVE RIGHTS ( YES I STILL FIGHT FOR THEM ) 

AND ITS DISRESPECTFUL TO CALL MY SELF OR ANYONE THIS WORD 

IM ASKING MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO PLEASE STOP USING IT 

IF YOU DONT UNDERSTAND MY DISABILITIES THATS OKAY BUT  DO NOT ASSUME YOU KNOW 

IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS ASK ILL GLADLY TALK WITH ABOUT 

BUT STOP USING THE R WORD 

whats the point

I know i normally do not let the behaviors and other affect me for things I'm used to such as being made fun of for my size, my LD, the way look, talk, read, write etc but tonight the behaviors and treat of others has won out i just got home from the store carrying to paper bags and well i fell and lost the contacts of stuff in one bag (thankfully I'm ok but my ankle and foot are very score ) but any way my neighbor his gf and and a friend of theirs watched this take place and saw everything of course i watched herd them laughing ( will give credit at lest they were willing to do it in front of me and not behind my back ) i understand kids doing this i grew up it happening all the time from pre k to well today adult yes it happened in HS a lot and college but I'm not going to lie i don't understand how adults do this and are okay with themselves for doing this my neighbor his gf and her friend didn't bother to help they stood and watched me get up laughing at me the whole time why do we as humans make fun of each other what do people get out it i just don't understand so I'm asking that if ever see someone in my situation please either help them but at the very least don't make fun of them you just never know whats going on