update

welll i guess i should update sorry i have been a lil busy driving back from sa to okc yes im back break also tought me a lot of stuff 1. you cant always count on ur family but you can always count on your friends.............. 2. i spent a lot of time thinking about my faith and relationship with God and i got to talk to the 2 people who know me best in this area and no im not talking about bro although he knows me well im talking about S& G SARAH AND GINNA i know them since i was little and they have always been there for me and i was telling them about my faith and they were so encauring to me the said its okay about church as long as your still praying and reading and believing we want you to go back but only when your ready that was great to hear and to know their there for me it was soo good to see them and now Ginna is a mommy yay and im so thankful for the adivce they and support they have given espolly with some hard dissions i have had to make i lovethem soo much 3. home isnt always the best place to be between my father and his wife and and my grandfather not doing well and my mom its just hard if you wanna know more on this then ask me in person.......... 4. i love my family but i cant be around them as much 5. my other friend sarah tought me one of the best lessons and some she pointed some stuff out to me that i didnt see and i need to do she had to do it too and so its kinda effect it worked for her it will work for me and it what i got to do to get better emontionally 6. I love my close group of friends angie, other half, bro,kp, anna, aubrie yall are amazing i dunno what i would do with out yall i love you sooo much thank you for being there for me