makes me wounder

well here something that bugs me i have friends who tell me all the time lets hang out but then we talk about it and then they never call me or ditch me and then others who say lets hang out but never do any thing about it or say after this or after that and makes me wounder if they really wanna hang out with or just saying that cause they dont wanna hurt my feelings but this jsut saying but not doing anything about it or keep pushing me to the back burner hurts more so than anything and keep pushing me back makes me wounder who really enjoys hanging out with and who my real friends are and makes question so much more im not saying im the best person to hang out with or greatest but i think im an alright person to hang out with may be i have it all wrong * vonrader im not talking about you* ps chris im doing while your gone