hairless

Well tonight i went to take a shower and shave my legs and i hadnt since the end of nov ( do to winter i dont shave no one sees them any way and if u did u wouldnt have had a clue) any way i looked at my raiser to clean it off and noticed it wasnt hair but my skin yes skin so because of the chemo i have lost my hair on my legs the funny thing it took me by surispse but not really as hard to deal with as when i lost clumps of my hair this summer and so when i noticed this i felt down but not sad its weird to know that where hair once was isnt there any more but yet it dosent bother me as much as i thought it would i knew i would have a good chance of losing hair b/c of the chemo but its wierd b/c my blood and everything else is normal so honestly right now i dont know how to feel im not asking for pitty by any means but when you think you have it rough just remeber there are people who have it much worse than you