IM SOMEWHERE, WHERE I NEVER THOUGHT I BE........

NEVER IN MY LIFE WOULD I HAVE EVER IMGAGED MY SELF SO FRUSTRATED, SCARED, NERVOUS, AXNGOUS, WORRIED, DOUBTFUL AFRAID , DEPRESSED ALL AT ONCE I MEAN I COULD SEE A CUPLE AT TIME YEAH THATS LIFE ALL OF EM AT ONCE NEVER IN MY WILDESTS DREAMS SOMETIMES LIFE CAN SCARE THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF YOU SO CAN PEOPLE THE THING THAT BOTHERS ME THE MOST IS I DONT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE IT AT ALL I TRY TO PUT ON A BRAVE FACE WHEN I GO OUT IN THE WORLD BUT IM REALLY NOT BRAVE TRUTHFULY IM SCARED SHITLESS AND REALLY HAVE NO CLUE HOW TO DEAL WITH IT I GUESS I DO WHAT I VE BEEN DOING PRETEND ALL IS OKAY PRAY FEW KNOW THE REAL REASON AND HOPE IT WORKS OUT