im a woss

if you have known me for any length of time you will learn few things scare but the things that do i have good reason for  last night i was really excited with the storms coming my way in Mckinney i love i mean i love storms and every thing about then i was watching for them comming listening to weather men seeing what was happening west of where i live saying this is gonna be awsome and when they hit they were amazing i got to see a lowering take place outside my complax a lowering meaning trying to become a torando didnt happen but to see it try wow amazing unreal site and we lost power which really in whole sceem things not a big deal in my mind or so thought... i went to ihop with my wensday night group and went home and noticed my side of town was black no one had lights everyone was using their brights and the sheirffics offiicers along with mckinney police were directing traffic and giving the power comapnys as much light as they could and keeping people from down power lings tress and what not the bad side to stroms like this is the loss of power at this point im at 21 hours no power but the problem for me is I AM FREAKING SCARED OF THE DARK people trying hurt not as scarry in my mind, fighting with people not a big deal walking at night dosent bother me the FACT I HAVE TO SLEEP IN THE DARK SCARES THE LIVING CRAP OUT OF ME now your thinking marge/margaret your 26 years old this is silly and yes it may sound silly to you however i do have my reasons of personal matter that dates back to something happening in my past that will forever make me scared of the dark..... last night i had to try to be calm and collective thanks to my mom and a friend i did okay until i tired to sleep which didnt happen.... but its okay but from now own im going to have as many back ups as i can so i dont have to ever sleep in the dark again............