Wednesday, April 25, 2007

stranger in a familur place

IT CRAZY TO THINK THAT I HAVE JUST FINSHED MY LAST SPRING SEMSTER OF COLLEGE EVER AND THE EVEN HARDER THING IS AS I GO ON I FEEL AS THOUGH I NO LONGER BELONG ALL OF MY BEST FRIENDS ARE GONE EVERY SEMSTER I LOSE MORE PEOPLE I KNOW AND CLOSE FRIENDS AND I WALK AROUND AND I KNOW ALL THE PLACES HOWEVER I JUST DONT KNOW ANY ONE AROUND ME ANY MORE I FEEL OUT OF PLACE AND I FEEL AS THOUGH I HAVE WORN OUT MY WELCOME AND I FEEL THERE IS NOTHING MORE I CAN ITS SO WEIRD I KNOW IM READY FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER OF MY LIFE HOW EVER I DONT KNOW WHAT IT WILL BE WEATHER GOING TO GRAD SCHOOL, STAYING IN OKC, OR MOVING TO EAST COAST OR WHO KNOWS WHAT I JUST HOPE AND PRAY THAT GOD WILL SHOW ME IN TIME ONE MORE FINAL AND 2 MORE PAPERS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AND WHILE IM EXCITED I REALLY JUST WANNA SEE AND BE WITH MY BEST FRIENDS

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