Monday, June 11, 2007
I HAVE MOVED ON
I FEEL I SHOULD BLOG ABOUT THIS NOT FOR BRAGGING RIGHTS BECAUSE THIS NOTHING TO BE BRAGGING ABOUT BECAUSE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A VERY LONG TIME I HAVE A BETTER OUT LOOK ON LIFE AND ON MY FUTURE THAN I HAVE EVER ESPOLLY WITH MY FATHER, NOW IM STILL HAVE MANY MORE TO GET OVER AND COME TO PEACE WITH BUT THE ONE THAT HAS BEEN KILLING ME FOR THE LONGEST TIME IS NOW OVER...............................
AS MANY OF YOU I NEVER DID GET ALONG WITH MY FATHER AND STILL DONT AND HAVE HAD A HARD TIME DEALING WITH IT WELL AS OF THE OTHER DAY I HAVE GOTTEN A PEACE WITH THE FACT THAT HE AN ASSHOLE BUT IS MY BROTHERS BEST FRIEND AND THAT IM HAPPY FOR AND I FELT LIKE I WAS THE BIGGEST LOSER BUT RECENTLY I HAVE RELISED THAT IM RICHER THAN HE WILL EVER BE AND I DONT MEAN IN POINTLESS THINGS SUCH AS MONEY, CARS, LIFE STYLE, VACATIONS AND SO ON
BUT IN MEANING THAT I HAVE SOME OF THE MOST AMAZING FRIENDS IN THE WORLD AND A CUPLE WHO WILL UNDERSTAND THIS BLOG BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE, I ALSO HAVE GOD WHO LOVES LIKE NO OTHER AND WHO STANDS BESIDE THOUGH EVERYTHING
AND THUS MAKES ME RICHER
IM NOT SAYING IT WONT HURT TO KNOW IM NEVER GONNA BE MY FATHERS LIL GIRL BUT THATS OKAY
BUT I HAVE COME TO A POINT TO WHERE I' NO LONGER CRYING OVER IT
OR HIS JACKASS GAMES HE PLAYS WITH ME.
NOW I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT HE DID TO ME CUZ ITS SOMETHING YOU CANT FORGET
BUT I HAVE FORGIVEN HIM AND I'M OKAY WITH IT
THIS DOSENT MEAN I WANT TO SEE HIS SORRY ASS OR TALK TO HIM
BUT I HAVE CLOSED OUT THE PAIN AND THOUGH IT
THIS IS A BIG STEP FOR ME
AND IT IS THE BEST FEELING EVER AND I FEEL A HUGE WEIGHT LIFTED
OFF MY SHOULDERS
AND I WANT TO THANK SOME ANGELS WHO HAVE HELPED ME ALONG THE WAY
LAUREN, KPS, MEGAN, JAMIE, JAMI, SARAH, SARAH N GINNA
AND OF COURSE GOD
NO MORE CRYING OVER HIM
FEELS GOOD
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