Monday, June 11, 2007

I HAVE MOVED ON

I FEEL I SHOULD BLOG ABOUT THIS NOT FOR BRAGGING RIGHTS BECAUSE THIS NOTHING TO BE BRAGGING ABOUT BECAUSE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A VERY LONG TIME I HAVE A BETTER OUT LOOK ON LIFE AND ON MY FUTURE THAN I HAVE EVER ESPOLLY WITH MY FATHER, NOW IM STILL HAVE MANY MORE TO GET OVER AND COME TO PEACE WITH BUT THE ONE THAT HAS BEEN KILLING ME FOR THE LONGEST TIME IS NOW OVER............................... AS MANY OF YOU I NEVER DID GET ALONG WITH MY FATHER AND STILL DONT AND HAVE HAD A HARD TIME DEALING WITH IT WELL AS OF THE OTHER DAY I HAVE GOTTEN A PEACE WITH THE FACT THAT HE AN ASSHOLE BUT IS MY BROTHERS BEST FRIEND AND THAT IM HAPPY FOR AND I FELT LIKE I WAS THE BIGGEST LOSER BUT RECENTLY I HAVE RELISED THAT IM RICHER THAN HE WILL EVER BE AND I DONT MEAN IN POINTLESS THINGS SUCH AS MONEY, CARS, LIFE STYLE, VACATIONS AND SO ON BUT IN MEANING THAT I HAVE SOME OF THE MOST AMAZING FRIENDS IN THE WORLD AND A CUPLE WHO WILL UNDERSTAND THIS BLOG BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE, I ALSO HAVE GOD WHO LOVES LIKE NO OTHER AND WHO STANDS BESIDE THOUGH EVERYTHING AND THUS MAKES ME RICHER IM NOT SAYING IT WONT HURT TO KNOW IM NEVER GONNA BE MY FATHERS LIL GIRL BUT THATS OKAY BUT I HAVE COME TO A POINT TO WHERE I' NO LONGER CRYING OVER IT OR HIS JACKASS GAMES HE PLAYS WITH ME. NOW I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT HE DID TO ME CUZ ITS SOMETHING YOU CANT FORGET BUT I HAVE FORGIVEN HIM AND I'M OKAY WITH IT THIS DOSENT MEAN I WANT TO SEE HIS SORRY ASS OR TALK TO HIM BUT I HAVE CLOSED OUT THE PAIN AND THOUGH IT THIS IS A BIG STEP FOR ME AND IT IS THE BEST FEELING EVER AND I FEEL A HUGE WEIGHT LIFTED OFF MY SHOULDERS AND I WANT TO THANK SOME ANGELS WHO HAVE HELPED ME ALONG THE WAY LAUREN, KPS, MEGAN, JAMIE, JAMI, SARAH, SARAH N GINNA AND OF COURSE GOD NO MORE CRYING OVER HIM FEELS GOOD

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