Wednesday, June 27, 2007

PRETTY ENOUGH I WOUNDER

THE SONG LISTED BELOW IS REALLY GOOD ITS CALLED PRETTY ENOUGH BY KASEY CHAMBERS AND Am I not pretty enough?Is my heart too broken?Do I cry too much?Am I too outspoken?Don’t I make you laugh?Should I try it harder?Why do you see right through me?I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me,I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break,I crave, I love, I’ve waited long enough,I try as hard as I can.Am I not pretty enough?Is my heart too broken?Do I cry too much?Am I too outspoken?Don’t I make you laugh?Should I try it harder?Why do you see right through me?I laugh, I feel, I make believe it’s real,I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees,I hope, I stand, I take it like a man,I try as hard as I can.Am I not pretty enough?Is my heart too broken?Do I cry too much?Am I too outspoken?Don’t I make you laugh?Should I try it harder?Why do you see right through me?Why do you see, why do you see, why do you see right through me?x4 THIS TOTALLY DESCRIBES HOW I FEEL WITH GUYS AND SOMETIMES MY OWN FAMILY THERE IS ANOTHER SONG BY KELLIE PICKLER WHICH ALSO RELATES TO ME ALOT ITS CALLED I WOUNDER Sometimes I think about youWonder if you're out there somewhere thinking bout meAnd would you even recognizeThe woman that your little girl has grown up to beCause I look in the mirror and all I seeAre your brown eyes lookin back at meThey're the only things that you gave to me, at allOh, I hear the weather's nice in CaliforniaThere's sunny skies as far I can seeIf you ever come back home to CarolinaI wonder what you'd say to meI think about how it aint fairThat you weren't there to braid my hairLike mothers doYou weren't around to cheer me onHelp me dress for my high school promLike mothers doDid you think I didn't need you hereTo hold my handTo dry my tearsDid you even miss me through the years at allOh, I hear the weather's nice in CaliforniaThere's sunny skies as far I can seeIf you ever come back home to CarolinaI wonder what you'd say to meForgiveness is such a simple wordBut it's so hard to do when you've been hurtOh, I hear the weather's nice in CaliforniaAnd just in case you're wondering about meFor now on I won't be in CarolinaYour little girl is offYour little girl is offYour little girl is off to Tennessee NOW MOST PEOPLE FIND THESE SONGS DEPRESSING BUT THE FUNNY THING FOR ME IS I FIND MORE TRUTH IN THESE SONGS THAN MOST OTHERS I HEAR ON THE RADIO THAT I LOVE TO LISTEN TO AND SING TO BUT THESE MAKE ME THINK OF WHAT I DONT HAVE AND WHAT I DO HAVE AND IN SOME WAYS MADE ME STRANGER AND RELAIZE I TRY NOT TO TAKE THINGS FOR GRATED AND SOMETIMES I WOUNDER ABOUT MY BIRTHPARENTS AND MY FATHER AND MY GRANDFATHER WHO I NEVER REALLY KNEW BUT ALL I KNOW IS GOD HAS PLACED ME ON A PATH I CANT CHANGE NOR WOULD I AND I CAN ONLY HOPE IM DOING WHAT HE WOULD WANT ME TO AND AM I MAKING MY KIKI AND MY GRANDFATHER PROUD

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