Saturday, May 31, 2008

what are you living for

The title of this post comes from a question my friend  Robert asked me and my other friend jennifer yesterday as we were driving around town from dinner to a movie and other stuff 
and it got me thinking really what do i live for? well i listened to jenn's answer being a promise to her best friends and saying there is a reason why God hasn't taken her yet  and so than its my turn and i sated that i have crazy notation that i want and am making a difference in this world but yet i dont want to know because i never want to feel as though my job is done on making a difference and also i said because i promised my kiki i would go to college  and graduate and so i and i want to see what else God has in-store for me  and i want to  prove people wrong  yes i live for that i mean i know this sounds petty honestly thats what i live for and in talking we asked robert and he like me wants to prove people wrong and its refreshing to know that your not the only one who wants prove people wrong for difference reasons but we also want to make people look at things differently and or in a new way and make them question their judgements. the reason that i do it cause its a passion and being one who has been judge wrongly many times and told i would never amount to anything  it means more to me for me to get people to never doubt  why a person is here on earth cause i truly believe everyone even convicts  are here for a reason  now i will never know why every person is here but i hope you start see all people this way 
i even believe there is a reason why my father is my father even though we dont talk but i still believe he has a purpose here on earth 
i hope i never stop proving people wrong and that i always make people question their judgements about others and  i hope i always strive  to make a difference 
and in the end 
i want to know 
what do you live for? 

2 comments:

Gary said...

Your reason for living is what you make it, usually.

Don't be someone who masks a grudge or past hurt into a crusade. Just proving people wrong doesn't mean they'll change anything at all.

People hate being told that they're wrong because of ego. Talk to Curt sometime about the quest to prove people wrong. He should have some interesting things to say.

Instead of proving people wrong, show them why the right way is better. That won't change everyone (nothing will), but it's more effective.

Sammie said...

margey, you are AWESOME. I think it is perfectly okay that you are living to prove people wrong. God has HUGE plans for you, and I LOVE that you live passionately, pouring your heart and soul into what you do. God has blessed me so much through knowing you. I miss you!