Wednesday, June 22, 2011

my saving grace/wind benath my wings/angel all in one :)

I have no clue what to title my blog tonight
may be ill figure it out by the time i finsh writing my blog
i have a job that dosent pay well at all but provides me a roof over my head, food on my plate and some ways to bless other people or at least i try too ohh and gives me health insurance yay!!!!! i have a job that is very hard, challenging, pushes me, but also a lot of fun and i get paid to color cant complain right??? and its a job i aboustly love and wouldnt trade for anything in the world and none of this was more than eveadent today at work for me, i had a rough week last week, and this week wasnt much better until today when God showed me some more of my saving grace, wind benth my wings, my hero (well one of em at least) and just that im not the teacher my girl is my teacher (she thinks its the other way around shhhh dont tell her differently) well ive had a very heavy heart for last week and half or longer, and today was no different until my girl came off the bus with biggest smile i have ever seen on her, and than we were on one of many walks ( thats her reward for doing good work cant complain there eaither) but i hadnt shown any emotion just put on another smile, and was walking with her and when stopped me ( shes non verbal bty) and she looked at me and could litterally read my heart and for 3 full mins did nothing but smile, stick her toung out at me to make me smile, and hug me as if she had herd everything that was going on in my life which she hadnt i leave that stuff at the door when i go to work but its like she knew what i needed better than i did and what a blessing she is and will always be to me im beyond greatful for her and that her lessons she teaching me, she tought me sometimes just a look in someones eyes tell more than words could ever express and im beyond greatful we know each other well enough to know how to do these things
i know God blessed me last yr with her this year he showed im deffently not the teacher and she is forever my saving grace,wind benth my wings, angel
i look forward to 4 more weeks with her :) shes the best part of my summer and i guess i found my title too

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

That's really sweet :)
(This is Joey's blog btw ;) )