big lesson

i learned a big lesson this week and i can thank a cuple of my friends for it this one that maybe god decided i needed but dont quite still understand and maybe im not supose to eaither but here it goes one day on AIM i was talking to my big bro ( you know who it is) and i asked hows my amzing bro doing he said good hows my amazing sister i went what me amazing are you kiddding me he said nope you are and i never have thought about it me amazing simple everyday nothing sapectacular about me and then i went to one of my fav gamma girls to figure this out and couldnt then i went to my lambda sis to try to figure this amazing thing out and still couldnt then i went to my another awsome gamma girl and still didnt get it well i tried going to my bro again to figure it out he said your amazing thats it just take it and go well it was still bothering me that im amazing i honestly couldnt but 2 and 2 togather so today i go to lunch with my old roomie and she would sorta help me see the light she poointed out to me its the fact that i always put others first and help them out or do things for others and not do things for myself and she said thats just a part of how your amazing im honored by the comment and thought that i am but honestly im really not putting others first and doing stuff for others is how i have always been and hooefully always will be but it has never crossed my mind for a second that would be consdered something amazing and the fact that my bigbro the one i look up to soo much and love to death my best friend would think his lil sis amazing im still shocked by it but its honor i dont know the lesson god wants me to learn from this or what he wants me to do with it. but its lesson and surpise ill never forget thank you to my big bro for thinking im amaizing thats just crazy