well its finals week and my finals today almost killed me but i have to say that this have byfare been the best semster of my life at oc minus my girls (addi, jala, caroline, kristien, nola,emily,lauren) being gone it has been awsome my big bro and i have gotten closer which has been a huge blessing for me i have gone though so much and he amazingly has stood by me and with me though it all i never thought i would see that i have grown soo much but i relize i have so much more growing to do and im not gonna lie knowing my bro will be in scottland for two yes two whole years has given mixed emtions and well i mean i know hes doing god's will and what he needs to do and im really happy for him but it scares because he is the only guy i trust i know i have issues with that im working on it but also he is the only person besides my grandmother to stand by me and bethere for me and believe in me and so this makes it really hard for me but im so thankful for the lessons he has tought me and for him being there he is my best frend and he is amazing and i can honestly sya i wouldnt be where i am if handnt been for him so thank you bro your amazing i love you soo much more than youlll ever know...