my thougts

today i was having a really bad day i know i have had a few of them these last few weeks but i have good reason for it there is just too much to tell and i dont want to go into it but any way i have to say that i relized manya things going though all i have 1. my big bro is amazing and i would never surrived all of this with out him he has helped me soo much and he is amazing i love him so much and i cant thank him enough for what he has done 2. im wayy too depandent on him granted i have gone though a lot but still i am its not fair to him or to his other friends and im taking away his time from his work which isnt fair eaither the most imporant thing i have learned is that its the little things in life that mean the most to people he has stood by me every step of the way and that its the little things he does for me make my day im soo greatful for him i highly recomed thinking of the little things cause thats whats hurts the most and means the most think about it to my bro thank you for everything you truly are a lifesavior and my hero i look up to you more than you'll ever know i love you