i dont know what the next step is...................

Well im about to graduate in dec im about to accomplish a dream that i honstly wasnt sure would come true, but with the support of my best friends and my grandmother instealing in to achive it i will and now im thinking about grad school in something i know i would love which is spiecal education i love those kids i have always dreamed of working witth people like that because of my mine disablilites i have been expressing these to my mother and she telling why would go to grad school you wont make it or theres no need for it but i feel it could be useful i just dont know what God has instore for me i just know its not moving back home when i left for oc i knew i would never live in sa again yes i love it and love visting it but i couldnt live there ever again and now im about to graduate from oc i dont know if i will stay in okc for the rest of life or move to the east coast where i fell in love great partly because of lauren and part of me feels may be i would be long there more than here i have lived in the south my whole and felt like i dont belong which very weird...... when people ask what im going to do after graduate i have no idea i just know God has a plan for me and i just hope he revales it to me cuz i dont know what the next step and wish my fam had more faith in me but so much for wishing