whats the point

WELL I GUESS ITS TIME TO UPDATE ON ME LATELY I HAVE BEEN STRUGGLING WITH WHATS THE POINT OF CHRISTIANITY BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH A BUNCH OF HIPPOCRATES IN PEOPLE WILL SAY OHH YES WE HAVE TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER BUT WHEN SOMEONE WHO WALKS ON OC CAMPUS OR A CHURCH FOR THAT MATTER THERE LIKE HE CANT TALK TO THIS PERSON THERE NOT LIKE US OR B/C I WASN'T RAISED COC PEOPLE TELL ME ALL THE TIME ITS SHAME YOU WERE RAISED PRESBYTERIAN IM GONNA BE BLUNT COC ISN'T ANY BETTER THAN THE PRESBYTERIAN CHURCH YES THINGS ARE VERY DIFFERENT BUT I THINK ITS A GREAT THING BUT ANOTHER IS A BUNCH OF CHRISTIANS WILL SUGAR COAT HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT PEOPLE OR BE REALLY NICE AND THAN TALK HORRIBLE ABOUT THAT PERSON AT LEAST WITH MY FRIENDS WHO ARE DRUNK AND DRUNK PPL IN GENIAL WHO AREN'T CHRISTIAN ARE AT LEAST THE MOST BLUNT AND HONEST GROUP OF PPL AND LESS JUDGEMENTAL WHICH IS WHAT CHRIST WANTS MINUS THE BEING DRUNK SO IF AS CHRISTIANS WERE SUPPOSED TO BE LOVING AND CARING AND HONEST THAN WHY ARE SOOO CHRISTIANS JUDGEMENTAL IT JUST DOSE NT MAKE SENSE TO ME??????????