i cant even began to drescibe how much pain you caused  how much you hurt me how badly you hurt me and even if i could and even if i told you, you wouldnt care and whats worse you say your only good when your in a relationship with someone else guess being a friend a relationship not romatic but its still a relationship between two people  and you made it one sided and only want friends when your not dating someone but once you are thats all you need so say but guess what next time you come calling i wont be answering you burned this bridge and  than you tried to blame me for  what happend  and than tried  tell me  how horrible of person i am  and than tried to get me to lash out at you because for you that would be eaiser if i did but i dont do that you should know this you been trying to get me to do this months but it hasnt worked  may be time apart will do you good  may be youll grow up but than i know you  it wont because your choosing drugs  and someone who wont stay with you over friends who stuck with you through lots of  shit and hell  because i cared to much and what you dont get is that your not the first person to do this to me and i know you wont be the last i can only hope  you learned a lesson from this  I know how to handle your guilt trips, getting me to give you what you want  but i dont i simply tell you the truth and you cant and wont accept it you cant accept you caused pain and hurt  that goes beyond words you open wounds and swore to me you never would do this to me and you done nothing but lie to me  and cause me pain  treated me like i was nothing  again i know how to deal with you and this mess you left me with but i know you cant and wont accept what you did because to you  you did nothing wrong nothing is your fault  everything that happens to you is everyone else fault  

take this a life lesson you do this you end up alone  you only have your self to blame  but what kills me most of all is i still love and care for you as a friend and a sister and i always will but you could care less if i died tomorrow..............  now your just somebody i used to know......................