pray

pray for my family

chesse but cute

well i guess its time for an update but im really not in the mood for one so im gonna share a really cute story and post some thing else and make this girly post okay so today im at mercy getting tests done and well i was on my way to the bathroom and this elderly cuple came in and they were holding hands and the man opened the door for her and then i helped hold the door for both them as they went in their spearte bathrooms and i came out before she did and he was waiting for her outside the bathroom and i guess he cant hold things well in one hand cause when she came out she was like let me go over here or and he said no i want to hold your hand and my heart just mealted i can hear all the girls saying awwwww or how cute and i can hear ever guy saying ohh lord chessy okay i stoll this from Jami im so this girl I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant...I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything...I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one...I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...I'm the girl who loves when you hug me for no apparent reason...I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead..I'm the girl who loves you for you, and doesn't care what other people say about us...I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your girlfriend...I'm the girl who will always love you...SWEET HEARTED GIRLS : If you are this girl repost this saying "I'm this girl" i have the best two guy friends in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hung out with one of them today and im amazed at how lucky i am to have them as friends

update

welll i guess i should update sorry i have been a lil busy driving back from sa to okc yes im back break also tought me a lot of stuff 1. you cant always count on ur family but you can always count on your friends.............. 2. i spent a lot of time thinking about my faith and relationship with God and i got to talk to the 2 people who know me best in this area and no im not talking about bro although he knows me well im talking about S& G SARAH AND GINNA i know them since i was little and they have always been there for me and i was telling them about my faith and they were so encauring to me the said its okay about church as long as your still praying and reading and believing we want you to go back but only when your ready that was great to hear and to know their there for me it was soo good to see them and now Ginna is a mommy yay and im so thankful for the adivce they and support they have given espolly with some hard dissions i have had to make i lovethem soo much 3. home isnt always the best place to be between my father and his wife and and my grandfather not doing well and my mom its just hard if you wanna know more on this then ask me in person.......... 4. i love my family but i cant be around them as much 5. my other friend sarah tought me one of the best lessons and some she pointed some stuff out to me that i didnt see and i need to do she had to do it too and so its kinda effect it worked for her it will work for me and it what i got to do to get better emontionally 6. I love my close group of friends angie, other half, bro,kp, anna, aubrie yall are amazing i dunno what i would do with out yall i love you sooo much thank you for being there for me