my saving grace/wind benath my wings/angel all in one :)

I have no clue what to title my blog tonight
may be ill figure it out by the time i finsh writing my blog
i have a job that dosent pay well at all but provides me a roof over my head, food on my plate and some ways to bless other people or at least i try too ohh and gives me health insurance yay!!!!! i have a job that is very hard, challenging, pushes me, but also a lot of fun and i get paid to color cant complain right??? and its a job i aboustly love and wouldnt trade for anything in the world and none of this was more than eveadent today at work for me, i had a rough week last week, and this week wasnt much better until today when God showed me some more of my saving grace, wind benth my wings, my hero (well one of em at least) and just that im not the teacher my girl is my teacher (she thinks its the other way around shhhh dont tell her differently) well ive had a very heavy heart for last week and half or longer, and today was no different until my girl came off the bus with biggest smile i have ever seen on her, and than we were on one of many walks ( thats her reward for doing good work cant complain there eaither) but i hadnt shown any emotion just put on another smile, and was walking with her and when stopped me ( shes non verbal bty) and she looked at me and could litterally read my heart and for 3 full mins did nothing but smile, stick her toung out at me to make me smile, and hug me as if she had herd everything that was going on in my life which she hadnt i leave that stuff at the door when i go to work but its like she knew what i needed better than i did and what a blessing she is and will always be to me im beyond greatful for her and that her lessons she teaching me, she tought me sometimes just a look in someones eyes tell more than words could ever express and im beyond greatful we know each other well enough to know how to do these things
i know God blessed me last yr with her this year he showed im deffently not the teacher and she is forever my saving grace,wind benth my wings, angel
i look forward to 4 more weeks with her :) shes the best part of my summer and i guess i found my title too

remeber life goes on

first im sure your socked 2 blongs a week a part crazy but apparently this blong was meant to be written because the quote involved have been on my heart/mind all day
and well its one i found this quote awhile back and i just love it because it says basically what we all need to do with our lives its so very true and simple but
true

you have to take the good with the bad,smile when your sad, love what you got and remeber what you had... Always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret, people change, things go wrong just remeber life goes on

i know we all get in situation where just seems life beyond hard and we cant through but we will you have to feel the emtions your feeling but sometimes you just need to put them aside ( it dpends on whats going on in my personal oppion)
for instance today i had a rough day at work and just couldnt deal with certain people or things i just needed a me time out and as i was telling this to a friend they were telling me how another one of their friends was having an even harder time did i feel bad yes and this quote has been with me all day and today i have seen why and im so greatful its just a great reminder that their times when no matter how bad things are in your life someone has it worse always and that things will get better you just have to faith and believe tomorrow will be better and know life will go on and yes everyone changes you will i will you have and i have but its okay hopefully its changing for the better and sometimes you just need to vent and take time for you and just remeber take a deep breath and look for the good in each day
cause we only get one shot at this life....................
remeber no one is perfect you wont always get your way but you have to learn to love the life God has given you cause it can always be worse and it can always be better trust me i have hit rock bottom but i have learned things will get better and yes life will go on people will come and go just as seasons some longer than others but everyone is there to teach you something you must learn to grow and be shaped into the person your meant to be............
but in the end life will go on this is life

Life, what its all about really?

I was chatting with a friend tonight
when they asked me what i thought life was about and well this is my responce to this friend
this is my personal oppion
life is about enjoying your time here on earth, trying to make it a better place, trying to make a difference in at least one persons life its about pushing your personal limits growing and learning and passing your knowlege on to others
its about showing compassion to the world and showing them love
its about caring and loving on those who suffer, rejocy with those who are rejocying and
and its about the little things in life such as the smiles, hugs, handshakes, hellos, you give to people when they may be going through things you could never imgaine
and letting them know 1 person cares
its aboust experainces of a life time be it a first kiss, dance, conquring a fear, learning something you didnt know you knew or could do
its about seeing the beauty in everyday life
its about late nights and early morning, laughing, crying, smiling taking too many pics hugging ppl till they dont like you
and living for the moment and enjoying each day that your given here on this earth
that is what life is about
as my kiki always told me the 3 best thigns you can give away to someone and its free too is a smile, hug, handshake
that my dear is what life is all about
well my dear life is a journey we all have our own journey and its to be expericed the good, bad, ugly, amazing aspects and hon no one can help you experanice that cause its different for all of us
this why you have to learn to take the good with bad, sad with happy and know that life is good and its not that ppl who have it all togather who love life but its those who love lifes inpereftions
not so perfct aspects of life that enjoy it

i would like to know what life is really all about to you