stranger in a familur place

IT CRAZY TO THINK THAT I HAVE JUST FINSHED MY LAST SPRING SEMSTER OF COLLEGE EVER AND THE EVEN HARDER THING IS AS I GO ON I FEEL AS THOUGH I NO LONGER BELONG ALL OF MY BEST FRIENDS ARE GONE EVERY SEMSTER I LOSE MORE PEOPLE I KNOW AND CLOSE FRIENDS AND I WALK AROUND AND I KNOW ALL THE PLACES HOWEVER I JUST DONT KNOW ANY ONE AROUND ME ANY MORE I FEEL OUT OF PLACE AND I FEEL AS THOUGH I HAVE WORN OUT MY WELCOME AND I FEEL THERE IS NOTHING MORE I CAN ITS SO WEIRD I KNOW IM READY FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER OF MY LIFE HOW EVER I DONT KNOW WHAT IT WILL BE WEATHER GOING TO GRAD SCHOOL, STAYING IN OKC, OR MOVING TO EAST COAST OR WHO KNOWS WHAT I JUST HOPE AND PRAY THAT GOD WILL SHOW ME IN TIME ONE MORE FINAL AND 2 MORE PAPERS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AND WHILE IM EXCITED I REALLY JUST WANNA SEE AND BE WITH MY BEST FRIENDS

another semster down

Wow its the end of the semster here at oc as in finals are next week which is crazy i cant believe it im now trying to get ready fro summer classes and growing up and living on my own i will be hopefully moving off campus this fall and working this summer, and next fall im going to be busy with trying to graduate and classes and stuff and now everyone asking " WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER YOU GRADUATE?" and i have no clue i know what my dream career / job would be but i dont if ill get that and i started toying with the idea of Grad School and so far anyone i have told has looked at me like im crazy again as they did when i said i was going to college so now im 2ns guessing myself again too i dont know any more i just want to give up