Emontional girl

I litterally cant remeber the last time i had a week sooo full of emtions i dont know if i should be crying tears of joy and happiness or tears of hurt so im numb meaning i dont know which way to feel or how to feel and so confused that i litterally icnoring all of my emontions to get through the days   i mean i had huge highs from the results of my evaluation, the joys of good commpany and friends from long ago and ones i see often to friends appoving of imporant things ( to me they need to approve of :) ) and also just the amazingness of my students and how they surpised and amazed me and made feel like to them they know i love them and i making a difference with them  to friends who have are amazing just so thankful for and the little things they do
to lows of knowing my grandfather not doing well, and sick and just getting worse, to  some friends losing their mothers and another  loss of a grandfather and a teacher having major surgery who loved working with and  for me the loss of friend who battled cancer with  honor, respect, love and with a smile on her face and she  was honest with how she felt and how she was doing  yet  she  the best attitude i have ever seen of any one i mean really  she tought that i need a better attitude on life and be more apprative of it i wish i could have had her attitude when i was sick  and this week has shown to apprate the little things in life such as a hug from a friend just talking to them and smiles are so imporant and how wonderful it is to let the kids know its okay to make mistakes and know that when do wrong i still love them and when do great that were proud of them and  know that tomorrow is not promised the next hour is not promised this week has shown how living in the moment is whats really imporant and not worrying about how i look, my house looks whats improanthow i treat others and if your a friend of mine know that i love you and im always here for you and im so thankful for who you are :) and i hope you can be real with me with how your feeling about what ever is going on in your life  and i will love you no matter what choices you make in life i may not agree with it but i will always stand by you
i want to thank the friends i have had stand by me that few days through all of these emontionas and being there for me
i honestly do not know what i would do with out you
hugs
and remeber to smell the roses or at leasst try to find good in each day  and dont sweat the small stuff  it wont matter in the end what will is how treat those around you

the flip side to the snow

I want to thank my friend Jami for making my itch of blogging even bigger after reading hers....
Well most of my friends have been complaining about the snow and ice and roads and since im tired of the complants  im going to give many reasons why im beyond thankful for the snow and the blizzard yes i said im THANKFUL for IT
you see growing up in south texas snow comes like every 20 yrs  no lie, but im thankfful for it for them because lots of my friends kids got to see snow for the first time ever even if it not much its still something also im thankful for it in okc because we needed the moisture of the snow to help the ground  and  grass and plants, but i love looking at it it makes me smile and think of visting my Kiki and Bops in Denver during winter time  and the memories i have  the snow has also given time to sleep in ( which is a treat i dont get much any more!) also i was able to deep clean my apt and  get so much needed things done which i havent had time to do, it has also given time to relax and just enjoy being home and  apptemt cooking which hasnt worked out too well and given me time  to rest  and be thankful for the little things
in life
so if your one of many complaining
i will not be commenting on it
what are the postives for you about the snow
you know mine  also
next time you find your self complaining about something
look at how its a hidden blessing to your life
who knew snow would be a blessing for me :)