the end

well this 30 day of blogging has been hard and fun and a really good challenge for me i hope you have enjoyed reading it and getting to know me a little better
any way ill post more stuff just not as oftern:)

a dream is a wish your heart makes..........

HERE SOME OF WISHES OF MINE SOME SELFISH I KNOW BUT SOME ARENT
MY JOB PAID MORE
PEOPLE DIDNT JUDGE OTHERS FOR ANY REASON
PEOPLE WOULD LOOK AT SITUATION FROM ALL DIRECTIONS
PEOPLE WOULD PUT PEOPLE ABOVE THINGS
PEOPLE WOULD RESPECT OTHERS
FOR LOVE
PEACE
PEOPEL LOVE AND RESPECT FOR ALL OUR MILTARY, PPL WITH SPECIAL NEEDS
POPLE WOULDNT TALK, MAKE FUN OTHERS BEHIND THEIR BACK
PEOPLE BE REAL
NO MORE HURT
NO MORE PAIN
PEOPLE WOULD LISTEN
PEOPLE AGREE TO DISAGREE
PEOPLE WOULD JUST LOVE OTHERS NO MATTER WAHT
PEOPLE WOULD ACCEPT THAT WERE ALL DIFFERENT AND WE DONT SEE THINGS THE SAME WAY AND THAT INSTED PUTTING OTHERS DOWN IT MIGHT HELP YOU SEE THE WORLD IN A BETTER LIGHT

stressers

here are things that stree me out
traffic
rude people
people putting down others, make fun of others
being made fun of
some things in my past
not able to get things done

its puppy love :)

here are the pets in my family
who are family
this puppy is buffy shes my sister i love her

this is daisy my niece dog love her

me with the two of them they have my <3

this charlie and anna ( charlie is the dog;) ) charlie is newphew puppy hes a sweet heart

these are my puppies :)

family time

well i cant get my entire fam in one pic
so here are a few of em

my mom and sister in law amy at thanksgiving their beautiful :)

my moms finace, my brother and his brother in law at thanksgiving

daisy my sweet heart niece dog love her

buffy sleeping on my clothes my beautiful sweet sister dog love her

now you have met my family :)

MUSIC

im putting my itunes on shuffles and listing the
top 10 songs
enjoy
1. one of the guys - terrie clark
2.Do I - Luke Bryan
3. fireflies - owl city
4.Im Not That Girl - wicked orngail sound track
5. Dreamong of you - selena
6. I Cross My Heart - George Strait
7. Chicken Fried - Zac Brown Band
8. I wont let go - RASCAL FLATS
9. we didnt start the fire- Billy Joel
10 - let it be - the beatels
hope you enjoy my list

Lessons learned

tonights topic something i have learned
i have learned alot in my 28 yrs here on earth but the one lesson where its seems to be a constant reminder is to put the ones you love first and people in front of things this lesson that was first shown to me at the age of 5 when i lost my grandfater and my best friend on my 5th birthday grandma on my 11 birthday but i have also lost a lot of friends and family throught my life for verous reasons from cancer and illness to sucide and murder and the lesson never gets eaiser infact it gets harder but its a constant reminder to put people first which is what i try to do for all i know and ones i love and i always tell my friends i love them because we are not promised the next 5 mins little on tomorrow and too many poeple my age and younger feel that tomorrow will always come and i have learnedat young age and get never ending reminder that its not promised and there losses friends and family i will never get over i hope someday i will have peace with their passing but it also cost me alot of hrut pain and on some level i know im responbile for some which is whole another but if i can get anything across is always tell your friends, family that you love them and be willing to drop things to be there for one who call you and needed you because tomorrow may not come for them or you for that
matter and be thankful for everyday even your bad ones
i know i am

vacation..... wait whats that

todays topic is about your favorite vaction
well we never took alot as a kid cause there was never money or my father had to work we did go to missouri alot until i hit about 4 or 5th grade then we stopped going still not sure why probly because most of summers i spent doing tutoring and or summer school to get ahead and do better school so i could go to college
well i will say i loved going on mission trips to mexico (3x) memphis once arksas
and those were fun but i think the trip or vacation was one year i went to church camp and it was not a tupical church camp at all i mean less than 2 blocks from beach, with some good friends, sing songs, played have fun did arts crafts but i think i loved so much was because we were on the beach i love the beach i feel so refreshed, and reengerezied i dont what it is about the beach there something there that i feel closest to God and that he might actually like me and that week i grew close to my friends and God and im still working on that but that week got me away from crap going at home and and loss of my kiki
and kinda help me let me be a kid
ohh how i love the beach

make up bag

in my make up bag of which i rarely wear
i have some lip glosses, lipsticks, blush, foundation, mascara and thats
it nothing really exciting but thats all i have in make up
i just dont wear it that often

me

today i have to show a pic of me
well i dont have one of me alone so enjoy a couple

me with my two best friends

whats in a name

whats in name really
today i get to share with you most if not all of nick names
in no particular order
well my name is margaret Anne Canaday so here we go

M
Maggie ( not to be used ever again)
Sparky ( not be used ever again)
mags
marge
margey
margo
mac
baby girl
little sis
sis
baby
mc
angel
there are my nick names and no i didnt come up with any of em all came from other ppl

and still i miss you

todays topic is something you miss
well the thing i miss isnt a thing
its my kiki
the woman was my best friend, grandmother, biggest supporter
one who laid down the law and honestly someone i try to be
but i know i never will be her beacuase she was just amazing
and still want to be like her she was one who would bend over backwards for people until unless they did something to piss her off but even if they had a death or something she still did things for them i want to be that way she always told me thats its imporant to have a relationship with God and tell him how i feel ( still working on this one) she always said make sure to have a preacher to marry you and barry you you have to have your own faith she is the reason why i went to college she is the reason why i worked so hard to have the things i have
this a woman who tought the most imporant things in life arent things
but to make sure your always giving away your smiles, hugs, handshakes, kisses to make someone's life better plus their free and you never run out of em
she is one im named after
i miss her soo much i miss the talks we had the relationship we had
i miss her presences and just knowing i could talk to her about anything
i know its been 17 yrs but it never gets eaiser :(
kiki thank you for being my kiki for so long wish it could have been longer

regrets

today i have to talk about regrets
well i dont believe regrets i believe
everything happens for a reason sometimes we will
never know why they happend and i believe every regret or mistake
becomes a blessing but
one thing i wish i could take back or never let
happen was allowing my father to hurt me for as long as he did
but he now in my passt and i have moved forward
but i have learned i will never let anyone do it me every again

up comming

im supposed to talk about what im lloking forward too
well im on my last break till the end of june
but some of the things im looking forward too
are one of deariest friends getting married
a good friend/ co worker getting married yay
seeing my momma :)
having more time to relax ( hopefully)
working summer school and hoping i get my girl
and seeing how God blesses me and
how my relationship grows with him
thats really it

dream home

todays post is supposed to be a picture of your dream home
well i havent been able to find one of my dream home
so your gonna have to use your imagation kids
i wasn home thats single story or at least with a basement
some land out in the country
with a poarch that wrapends or at least a front one
big enough for a swing and back one for a girl table and chairs
thats my dream home
ohh and may be a pool in im ok or tex

psalm 91:11

first of yall yay me i have made it half way through the blogging without missing one day yay :)
todays topic is favorite bible verus
well i have a few but psalm 91:11 11 For he will command his angels concerning you
to guard you in all your ways;
this very special verus because this was verus my very dear friends sarah and ginna and i always used and felt that God used our friendship this way for us we always been there for each other it just great reminder that God has angels watching over us and i firmly believe this espically with sarah and ginna they have been there for me through so many things and im sooo greatful for them and their friendship of over 20 years thank you sooo much sarah and ginna :)

to granddad

todays topic is a picute
you love

here is mine

now i know what your thinking why on earth would i take little on have one i love be of storm coulds
well there a reason had it not been for my granddad telling at age of 4
about storms and why he loved them i would hate storms and be scared to death of them
but his story made me love them and every time i see a storm i think of him and smile you see i was close to him at a young but he passed away on my 5th birthday and miss him terrbibly so when i see a storm
i cant help but smile cause i feel he is with me on those days
so thank you granddad for my love of storms

GOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLL

HELLO READER(S) IF ANY AT ALL
TODAYS TOPIC IS GOALS
I USE MY GOALS AS THE SAME AS DREAMS SO YOUR SO LUCKY YOUR GETTING BOTH TODAY LOL

1. TREAT OTHERS BETTER THAN THEY TREAT ME
2. TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN A PERSONS LIFE ( I HOPE DO) BUT I NEVER WANNA KNOW IF I DO CAUSE THEN I KNOW I WOULD STOP
3. I WANT BE THE BEST FRIEND, SISTER, DOUGHTER, PERSON, TA, I CAN BE
4. I WANT TO GROW IN MY FAITH
5. I WANT TO ALWAYS ACCEPT AND LOVE PPL
6. I WANT TO EDUCATE THE WORLD THAT PPL WITH DISABILITIES ARE ARENT HORRIBLE, EVIL BUT AMAZING PPL AND THAT THEY ARENT STUPID
7. I WANT TO MAKE THIS WORLD A BETTER PLACE
8. I WANT MY KIDS TO KNOW I LOVE THEM ( THE ONES I WORK WITH) :)
9 I WANT TO CHALLANGE PPL IN THEIR BELIEFS NOT TO ATTACK THEM BUT TO MAKE THEM STRONGER
10 I WANT A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF ALL REGLIONS
11. I WANT TO HELP OTHERS BE BETTER PEOPLE
12, I WANT ALL OF SOLIDERS TO KNOW THAT THEY ARE LOVED, APPRATED, THAT PPL ARE GREATFUL FOR WHAT THEY DO
13. I WANT THE SAME FROM ABOVE FOR OUR FIRE FIGHTERS, POLICE AND EMS AND TEACHERS ASWELL
14. I HOPE TO LIVE MY LIFE TO FULLIEST
15. I WANT TO BE THANKFUL FOR WHAT I HAVE
16. I DONT WANT TO BE OF THIS WORLD
17. I ALWAYS I CAN SEE THINGS AS MANY DIFFERENT PRESPISTIVES AS POSSIBLE
18. I ALWAYS WANT TO BE OPEN MINDED ABOUT LIFE AND OTHERS VIEWS OF IT
19. I WANT MY FRIENDS AND FAM AND CO WORKERS AND KIDS TO KNOW IM ALWAYS THERE FOR THEM NO MATTER WHAT
20 I WANT PPL WHO COME A CROSS ME TO KNOW THAT I LOVE THEM FOR WHO THEY ARE AND I HOPE TO MAKE THEM SMILE
HERE ARE GOALS FOR LIFE
HOPE YOU ENJOYED THEM

faith

today topic is what i believe
well this an interesting topic because i know
that i believe in God and I know he is amazing
and lord but i also believe that if you want respect than you better be giving it
treat others better than the way they treat you and give everyone same amount of respect until they show you their true colors
be willing to forgive others
dont just give trust away
i also believe you can make someone's day
just by giving them a hug, a smile saying hi and they dont cost a dime
i believe that its possible that the God Jews and Christians worship is the same one mussilams call Ali (sp) forgive if miss spilled
i believe bending over backwards for your friends unless they turn their back on you
know where you stand
be willing to debate
also you may not always be the best way
try too look at things from as many angels as possle
people may not agree with you and thats okay learn from them it may make you stronger in your faith and help you grow
but also feel that our faith is very growing changing
when life happens and challenges us which why its imporant to have faith
also i dont believe any one from church has got it right but think they all have aspects right but also wrong
so i believe in the end God will not judge us by actions or how we treat others
but by hearts
enjoy

tv shows

well today topic is favorite tv shows
and honestly i really dont have a lot
i useually have it for noise cause
i cant stand quite
so here the ones i willing watch
under cover boos
extrame home make over
say yes to the dress
the local news
sports nation on espn

so here is my list exciting hun
lol
have a great day

what are you scared of??????

You thought i wasnt gonna post didnt you well sorry to bust your buble but i am
todays topic is about your fears
i have a few fears
the one youll probably laugh at is im beyond scared to death of the dark i litterally cant sleep if my room is dark it litterally have panic attacks thats how bad it is i have to have lights on or tv on something if i want a chance of sleep

the next one is i cant stand slince it also freaks me out i have to have tv and or the radio/ipod on if i want to sleep

now im sure your wondering why im scare of these things and although its very good reasons i will not post it on here this for my deariest friends to know

now some normal fears
snakes, spiders, heights, bees/wasps

now you know a bit more about me

i get by with a little help from my friends

Today im blogging about some of friends
i have been blessed to have some amazing friends
some i have known for 20 yrs and some less but
i truly believe friends are our angels to help us when
we need it

sorry for all the pics but these are my best friends
who have seen me through soo many things and stood by me
and to them i thank you
yall are amazing
i love you
and cherish each of you
and to the readers i hope you hold your friends close i know i do
this blog is bitter sweet as show pics but think of the so many friends i have lost
and greatful for them and you

ohhh the places i have been

today is about places i have vistied now i havent visited alot of places alot has do with money and time seems i have always been working, doing school work and money has been an isssue most places i have been too have been because of family and or mission trips i rarley get to travel just to travel but im not complaing i promise i have traveled to a few places for fun but mostly do to mission trips which have been huge but my favorite mission trips have been to mexico i have gone twice to Piedras Negras
and once to Aqulice mexico (sp?) with edmond coc in ok which is in the moutains of mexico and lets say going to mexico forever changed my life and i miss it but im thankful for so many times i have gone i cant explaine how each time has changed me and challaged me and made me grow and apprate the the things i have here and help me see how lucky we are here i love to travel and thankful every time i get tooo
i hope to go back to mexico some day and see another part of it but i know it wont be any time soon because the borders are soo bad which makes me sad and breaks my heart
i pray for peace to come back to the border of mexico soon

here are a couple of pics of Acquelice

part of my heart will always be left in mexico

movie

todya im suppsoe to blog about my favorite movies
and honestly im not huge movie person but i do like my fair share of them
i think part of it alot of movies cause me to get too much stimulus from them or i cant get stand the story line but some i love not in any order
are
1. beauty and Beast
2. Pochuntes
3. Little Mirmaid
4. Cindercella
5. cars
6. sherk 1 and 2
7. cartoons of how the grinch stole christmas, rouldh the red nose reindeer, frosty the snow man
8. Lean on me
9. A League of their own
10. Little Women
theres my list

ohhh happy day

today is day 6 of blogg challange and its supposed a pic of something that makes you happy
i have a few things that make me happy but ill post my top ones
first one is care bears yes im 28 and yes i love care bears

2 is storms i love a good storm makes me happy

3 my puppy shes my love and she always makes me happy

all of these and many more make me happy
and so much
what makes you happy

favorite recipies

Todays topic makes me laugh i guess they expect me to know how to cook
however thats just not the case i conisder my self lucky if i dont burn down the apt
lol i don have any favorite recipies to cook
but the one i love to bake is
Potato Chip Cookies
( wish i had a pic for you but i dont)

this makes 2-3 dozen
1/2 LB butter ( 2 sticks)
2 cups sifted flour
1/2 cup surgar
1/2 cup crushed potato chips ( i use lays plan it take about half a bag of chips i crush in spearate bowl) but you can use any plan potato chip
1 teaspoon vanilla
1/2 choped nuts (optional)
cream togather butter, surgar, vanilla until smooth
add flour, chips, nuts (nuts optional)
roll dough into small balls press flat with damp forke on ungreased cookie sheet bake at 350 for 15-20 mins or until golden brown
it can be doubled easily if needed

its not to sweet or salty
enjoy

blog day 4

Today we get to talk about our parents
well i have quite a few of them you see i was adopted at 2 weeks of age
so im so very greatful for my birth parents for giving me up and to God
for blessing me with my momma i love her to death i do have father and i do not want to get into it ill sum up this way we dont speak and i decided i no longer needed
but my mom ohh man shes amazing she the most caring loving person i have ever met she bends over backwords for her fince,kids, friends, father, doggy she is always there to listen deals with me and lets be honest thats a hand feul and she tought me to respect others till they show me ture colors
raised me and my brother with very little money and she tought us so much she is my best friend and i cant imgaine how hard it was to raise me because im servally dyslexic and dysgraphic which are learning disabilites but mine are are rare because the 3 types of dyslexia and the dysgraphia are all ate extrame level which means i struggle with lots of things but blessed God has given me a mom who fought for me to in regular classes, learn to have adpat to everyday life

she not perfect but im couldnt ask for a better one
she tought me to put others first and make sure to trat all with respect know what you stand for and always be who you are
she tought me the imprance of voting and how to find my own faith
to being there for my friends

mom thanks for being amaizng
i love you

first love

so today im suppose to tell you about my first love well there one problem i never had a first love i had a bf for 4 months but we never got to point of saying "I LOVE YOU" to each other so love story for me and probably never will be so insted i
will tell about this love

the white puppy is my baby Buffy we have had for 17 years now and she is love of my life its amazing how much i love her and miss the other sweetheart is my niece puppy daisy and i aboustly love them both they are my girls

day 2

hello happy wensday to all if any readers are out there
todays topic is the meaning behind my blogger name
and as much id love to say i have some awesome creative reason for it
i dont the baby ble eyed girl comes from the fact im the baby of my fam i have baby blue eyes and welp if you couldnt figure this out im a girl
so there lovely meaning behind my blog name exciting ehh
guess not lol
just on a side note im not if its just me or if this week has felt like the longest week ever
no
okay its jsut me then
lol
have a good one

30 day challange

Hello my name is Margaret Canaday
and Im doing this 30 day blog challange thanks to
my friend Lauren who first did the challange now im doing it
you can see hers here so now im doing it thanks Lauren
now i have been a blogger for awhile but never conistant may be a blog once or twice a month so now i will do one every day for 30 days (hopefully)

the pic above is of me and one of my really good dear friends Aliese taken in her car by her phone i really love her and this pic

so here 15 random facts about me

1. i love carebears and i do mean love
2. i have a collection of stuffed animals that are dogs
3. i have 3 favorite colors which are blue, green and purple love tbem
4. i was named after my KIKI ( grandma) and im just like her too
5. i wasnt suppose to go to college and get a degree but i did
6. i love country music
7. i love oldies music too
8. i love musicals
9. i love to watch high shcool and college sports
10 the Spurs are the only professonal sports team i like
11. i have never been kissed
12. im dyslexic and extramly proud of it
13. im very silly and goofy ask my friends
14. i love to play games
15. i love homemade chex mix i make it once a week i think im addicited to it
i hope you enjoy this first day of blogging and hope you come back
byeeeeeee