Saturday, January 24, 2009

25 things

25 Random ThingsShare Today at 12:48am Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. (To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people, then click publish.) 25 random things about me.
i tag anyone who hasnt/or wants to do this  1. I hate the educational systeam 2. I love teaching though  3. I have thought about writting a book  4. I want to go to europe and plan to before im 30  5. I dont think I will ever get married and actually okay with this  6. I am very selfish  7. I ve never been kissed  8. Im thinking going for my masters and phd  9. I love flowers :)  10. I love to be with my friends  11. People often think I dont relize when people make fun of me I do I choose to take the higher road and not care  12. my main goal in life is to make a difference in the people i meet lives  13. I hate big crowds  14. I paint  15. I won first place in dance compation doing a duet  16. I wish my best friend lived closer to me :(  17. I have issues with church in gerneral  18. I love to be orgainzed i just cant get my brain to do it to where it makes seance  19. I love musicals and been in a couple  20. Im my grandmothers child and i was my grandads favorite girl  21. unlike Gayle im not strong  22. Sometimes I still cry when I miss my Grandmother/granddad 23. I love to prove people wrong when they tell i cant do something cause ill do it  24. trust is the hardest thing for me to do b/c of my past and im still very weary of people  25. I truly hate my birthday and I always will I actually fear that day it is truly the worst day of my life and as years go on I hate it even more

Saturday, January 10, 2009

WHATS OUR EXCUSE

watch the story in the link below it takes less than 3 mins i would like to thank a friend of mine for giving me the link to this and sending this to me http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFz-FMj-9Ps now that you have watched the video I ask now if these Tara and Bella can be best friends and look past the differences in size, shape, race,money,jobs, stright or gay, short or tall, beautiful or not , religion,disability or none? than as the reporter asks whats our excuse? why cant we? why dont we start judging people by their hearts not their looks this something i have working on with going to church but as i meet people and get to know people i still do not judge people by outside apprances, money, sexual peferanes or reglion, disability will we ever look past the differences of people As Christians we called to judge the HEART and SOUL of a Person becuase he choose to judge this way because he knows in the end all that matters is the heart and soul of person NOT THEIR APPARENCE, MONEY, RACE, DISABILTY and if we did maybe the world would be a better place SO REALLY WHAT IS YOUR EXCUSE?

Sunday, January 04, 2009

really is worth it

Okay some of you know and some of you dont but i have been struggling to find the point and imporantance of church now i know its not about me but about others but here is the thing how can we be encourged and learn about God ( not indepth) but we should learn something about God or another way to look at our spirtiual walk but how can this done when  lately our churches no longer welcome new commers insted they get told well if you didnt grow up in this sort of church your going to hell, or you dont make the kind of money accepted in this church your not welcome or my personal favoirte you can be going to a church but when you need a ride or help after helping so many all of the sudden its inconvance for anyone to help and than rip people apart for not being there, also i love when churches take advantage of people i will tell all of the above seniors are real and i have personally seen all of them happen now i know many of you saying well the church isnt the building but the people well im talking about the people in church and I know humans are stupid but we are and the politics of the church are so obisous that i dont think church leaders know how obisous it is to the outsiders but ohh how we can tell i feel that church is no longer for encourging others but for puting them down  so i leave it you my friends to give your thoughts on why church may be or may not be imporant