Monday, January 21, 2008

beauty what is it really

So im rather annoyed, confused and frustrated with America in gernal  but the thing that bothers me the most  is we are constley telling others that  "outter beauty" really dosent matter its whats inside that counts  however,  i have yet to see a story in a movie, on tv, in real life or even amung my girl friends  we all say this however  it never until someone is in make up or dressed up do we call them "pretty" or "beuatiful"  and i have always been to really look at the heart of person as Jesus did and im guilty of compltemting people when there dressed up and even when there not  but if its really on the inside that counts  than why do only complment each other when were wearing make and guys your just as guilty as the girls  so my question is do really care about the inner beauty or do we just say that  to make others feel better about themsleves  for me its about the inner beauty  thats why im not a fan of make up but when i have too  cause the most beautiful thing is a person's heart  so the next time you go to give someone a complament  think if you really mean it  and  what end of beauty really matters to you

Saturday, January 12, 2008

things i wish i could say to the person(s) involved

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now, don't name the person: 1. I MISS YOU MORE THAN YOULL EVER KNOW  2. YOU CAUSED ME MORE PAIN THAN ONE SHOULD KNOW MAY BE WE CAN TALK BUT YOULL NEVER BE THE PERSON YOUR SUPOSED TO BE IN MY LIFE  3.I WANNA PLAY WITH YOU AT YOUR HOME OR IN NYC WHEN IS GOOD FOR YOU  4. YOUR SOO AMAZING I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT  4. SHE WILL BE OKAY SHES COME SOO FAR  5. YOU BETRAYED ME AND MY TRUST I WILL NEVER TRUST YOU AGAIN AND YOU HAVE HURT HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOUR GENDER YOUR AN F****** A****** 6. YOUR MY BEST FRIEND THANKS FOR PUTTING UP WITH ME, BUT IM SCARED I HAVE LET YOU DOWN  7. WE NEED TO CAUSE MORE TRUBLE  8. WE NEED TO PLAY  9. SORRY IM NOT PRETTY ENOUGH SORRY IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH  10. YOUR AMAZING I LOVE YOU  NINE things about yourself: 1. I LOVE MY FRIENDS 2. I LOVE HUGS WHERE IM HELED TIGHTLY  3. I TELL IT LIKE IT IS  4. I HAVE YET TO SEE ME BEING ANYTHING BUT CUTE  5. I HOPE IM MAKING A DIFFERENCE  6. I love RAIN  7. I LOVE MY DOG 8. I HAVE TO HAVE LIGHTS AND TV ON FOR ME TO SLEEP  EIGHT ways to win my heart: 1. BE MY FRIEND  2. LISTEN TO ME  3. PROVE TO ME I CAN TRUST YOU  4. HOLD ME  5. be there for me.... I LIKE HEATHER ROSE'S ANSWER :) 6. TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL OR PRETTY SHOW IT TO ME DONT JUST SAY IT  7. NEVER STOP DOING THE LITTLE THINGS  8. BE HONEST WITH ME  SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot: 1. I NEED A JOB 2. DOES JESUS LIKE ME . 3. I NEED TO DO SOMETHING  4. I HOPE MY FRIENDS ARE HAPPY  5. WHAT DO I NEED TO DO TODAY  6. WHAT IS GOD DOING WITH ME  7. I NEED A CHURCH HOME  SIX things you wish you never did: 1. ALL I WISH 2. I  3. NEVER  4. DID  5. OR SAY  6. DOESNT BELONG ON HERE JUST ASK ME  FIVE turn offs: 1. JERKS  2. YELLIG  3. MAKING OUT  4. YEALL INAPPROATE WORDS OR PHRASES 5. CLEANNY  FOUR turn ons: 1. Smiles I AGREE 2. PERSONALITY  3. smart boys! AGREE 4. Hugs!AGREE THREE words that describe your life: 1. CRAZY  2. WILD 3. NUTS  TWO things you want to do before you die: 1. GO TO EUROPE  2. WHAT EVER ELSE GOD WILLS FOR ME  ONE confession: 1. I WISH YOU WERE MINE

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

grace is truly amazing

TODAY I GOT A CALL THAT MADE ME CRY LIKE A BABY MY FRIEND GINNA ( MY MENTOR SISTER) WHO ABOUSTLY AMAZING GRACE IS HER DOUGHTER AND ONLY 2 AND HAS HAD MORE HEALTH PROBLEMS THAN ANY HUMAN LITTLE ANY CHILD SHOULD EVER HAVE IF WANNA KNOW THEM ALL HERE IS LINK HTTP:// www.gracecrocker.com GRACE IS THE SWEETIEST LITTLE GIRL EVER AND JUST LOOKING AT HER WILL MELT YOUR HEART HER STORY WILL HOPEFULLY INSPIRE BUT YET MAKE YOU CRY. GINNA CALLED ME TODAY TO TELL THAT GRACE IS HAVING YET ANOTHER SURGERY EAITHER IN LATE FEB OR MARCH AND THEY STILL DONT KNOW WHAT CAUSING HER HEALTH PROBLEMS BUT GINNA AND GRACE AND THE REST THE FAM ARE TAKING IT DAY BY DAY AND TO KNOW THIS LITTLE ANGEL IS HAVING ANOTHER SURGERY IS MAKING MY HEART BREAK IN 2 IF YOU ASK ME GRACE IS AMAZING FOR SURVIVING EVERYTHING AND STILL SMILES AND GINNA IS DOING SO WELL JUST SO HAPPY TO HAVE HER LITTLE GIRL EVERY DAY

Saturday, January 05, 2008

STEALING CINDERELLA

I JUST HERD THIS SONG ON CMT 
ITS CALLED STEALING CINDERELLA ( LYRICS BELOW)

Chuck Wicks - Stealing Cinderella lyrics

I came to see her daddy for sit down man to man
It wasn't any secret I'd be asking for her hand I guess that's why he left me waiting in the living room by myself With at least a dozen pictures of her sitting on a shelf She was playing Cinderella She was riding her first bike Bouncing on the bed and looking for a pillow fight Running through the sprinkler with a big popsicle grin Dancing with her dad, looking up at him In her eyes I'm Prince Charming But to him I'm just some fella Riding in and stealing Cinderella I leaned in towards those pictures To get a better look at one When I heard a voice behind me say "Now, ain't she something, son?" I said "Yes, she quite a woman" And he just stared at me Then I realized that in his eyes she would always be Playing Cinderella Riding her first bike Bouncing on the bed and looking for a pillow fight Running through the sprinkler with a big popsicle grin Dancing with her dad, looking up at him In her eyes I'm Prince Charming But to him I'm just some fella Riding in and stealing Cinderella He slapped me on the shoulder Then he called her in the room When she threw her arms around him That's when I could see it too Playing Cinderella Riding her first bike Bouncing on the bed and looking for a pillow fight Running through the sprinkler with a big popsicle grin Dancing with her dad, looking up at him If he gives me a hard time I can't blame the fella I'm the one who's stealing Cinderella
THIS SONG IS REALLY GOOD BUT HAD ME BOWLING  BECAUSE THIS A  BAD VIEWING HIS BABY GIRL AS CINDERELLA AND HER FINACE  AND ITS SWEET 

BUT IT HAD ME BOWLING BECAUSE 
MY FATHER DOESENT SEE ME LIKE THIS AT ALL IN THE BEST WAY TO SAY HE VIEWS AS A WASTE OF SPACE IN TIME 
TO YALL YOU LUCKY GIRLS WHO DADS VIEW THIS WAY BE GREATFUL CAUSE IT SUCKS WHEN THEY CARE LESS ABOUT YOU 
AND I KNOW ILL NEVER HAVE HIM VIEW LIKE THIS AND I OKAY WITH THERE A FEW TIMES  WHEN IT KILLS ME IN SUCH AS HEARING THIS SONG 
I JUST HOPE PRAY THAT YOUNG MEN TODAY  WHO READ THIS OR TALK WITH NEVER TREAT THEIR GILRS THE WAY I KNOW A LOT OF MEN TOO AND  I PRAY NO EVER KNOWS THE PAIN ME AND SOME OF GOOD FRIENDS HAVE EXPEREICED I UNDERSTAND THAT I WAS MEANT TO FOR REASON 
AND I DONT KNOW IF ILL EVER GET MARRIED  IM NOT BAKING ON IT  SOCK TO MOST WHO GO TO OC AND COC  BUT I REALLY DONT THINK I WILL 
BUT I PRAY THAT  EVERY GIRL TO SOMEONE IS VIEWED  AS CINDERELLA TO THEIR DADS AND IF THEY'RE LUCKY ENOUGH TO FIND THEIR TRUE LOVE HE  ASLOS SEE HER THAT WAY 
AND TO THE DAD HE IS STEALING CINDERELLA 
AS FOR ME  IM NO CINDERELLA AND IM OKAY WITH IT 
I JUST HOPE MY FRIENDS KNOW THEY ARE  :)