okay sooo its been awhile sorry not like anyone actually reads this
but ive been a tad busy and a lot on my mind and heart latley
so if i seem out of it sorry
im sitting at a fork in the road, a cross roads one i have seen before
the fork the cross roads of weather or not i should find out whats going
and try to get it fixed or pretend everything is okay and just icnore
whats going on this road i faced before parts of me are rational saying
what ever it is that is wrong you can take care of make it better
but than there the other parts of me that are going nuts saying
no no no its no big deal everything fine no need to worry or fix
anything nothing broken your fine and being redicousouls
i hate being at this fork in the road/ cross roads because
i can see how both sides are right but yet
i can see how both are wrong and it just seems
like neither is best but i guess we fill find out
which one was right in just over a week
yay freak out mood till then............
part of me wants to there to be nothing wrong so i can okay
your fine but part of me wants there to be something to be wrong
so we know what really is wrong and so i can take care of it
i just wish i knew which one would give me a piece of mind
and i just wish i knew which side of me was right
but until next week i will be busy distracting my self
and trying to think about this but as you can tell it weights
on my mind just a bit....................
