Wednesday, December 26, 2007
ive come to expect it from you
IF YOUR FATHER OR MALE YOU MIGHT WANT TO TAKE  NOTES ON WHAT NOT TO WHEN AND IF YOUR BLESSED TO HAVE A DAOUGHTER OF YOUR OWN.
some of you know that Don ( my "father") and I do not have a relationship  for basic reasons of him pretty much eaither treating worse than dirt or pretending i do not exist even if im in same fucking room  as him. now if ur dad i pray you never do that your doughter because you are the mole modles of what we do or dont want in our future relationships and supposed to establish how a guy treats us
well Don never has and never will do that for me
which hurts yes but im learning to just accept it
any way  my brother and sister in law got some shirts for him b/c they have a wounderful relationship with him and his wife of which im happy for them
any way they were deilvered 2 days late ( way to go fed ex) so we got them today and my bro and sister in law asked my mother and I  to take it over to Don and so we did  after eating dinner at La Fonda ( my favorite mexican food resturant)  any way  at no surpise to me  they had no clue i was in the car and my mother told me  she was rather surpised he never mintiched me graduating college ( im not so surpised)  and never even congrualated my mother on her engagement ( once again she surpised me not so much). 
any one who knows me knows  i had a bunch of people pray for them when they got robbed last year and still went to mexico b/c haven forbid they dont go they dont get invited back   my mom was surpised they never even asked about me to her or  my bro or sister in law am i no
what i dont understand how someone  can place vaule on people who say u dont come this yr to mexico youll never come back or even bother to ask how their doughter is
i guess im just stupid or  i guess im truly insvable to them
as much as this hurts nothing hurt more than when Don informed a cuple of months ago i was herandance to his alacohol budget well
Don from me to you
you now dont have to worry about
love your  doughter
margaret anne canaday
ohhh ps
i have graduated and i finally gotten my self to calling  you just as asshole and yes thats a big step and one of best friends calls you jack ass asshole and  you truly live up to it
so if you a dad or want to be one day please value your children whether they disabilites or not
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That has got to hurt like crazy. My dad is not perfect but I cannot imagine him not even congratulating me on graduating college. I can believe that it would make you feel stupid or some of those things you said, but YOU'RE NOT. Don't let him make you feel like you're not loveable. Just because he has chosen not to is no proof of anything. It sounds like he's got plenty of issues to deal with. Please keep in mind that you have a heavenly father who loves you very much. we'll talk more later. love love love you.
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